"your blog is slow"

LOL I was told today my blog was slow! LMAO!! Working on it! This is so new to me!

Hard Hit

Yesterday I came across some photos from 2007. I have no idea how much I weigh at that point and really get sick looking at this photo. How could I not see? How could I manage to let myself look like this and to continue on this path to self distruction? I think when we are this heavy we go through life with blinders on. We dont see the image standing right in the mirror and its so sad. How could I have thought that this was still attractive?

Well I have found the more determined Nicole! She is back! I can NEVER look like this person again!